thextinamonster:

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

           Hurt - Nine Inch Nails

Teen Wolf Sterek AU

Derek is haunted by the deaths of Erica and Boyd. When he’s awake he lashes out at everyone around him and when he’s asleep he rips himself apart trying to save those he thinks he failed. Everyone is in fear for his safety thinking he can only remember the pain that he feels over the loss. What no one realises though is that Derek remembers everything in crystal clear detail, including the quiet reassurance and gentle touch of Stiles.